Homme Fatale

Why do I keep doing this to myself? You’re not the person he wants and you’ll never be what he’s attracted to. Why do I want someone who I can name so many things I hate about and not know why I like him. It’s a flaw in my personality.

I want to convince myself that I will find that handsome guy who will think I’m just as handsome as I believe myself to be and we are compatible personality wise. But then why do I look around and everyone my age or even younger or older are beginning to find dates and romances or are finding someone perfect after a horrible relationship and I am still single as fuck? I actually haven’t been that bothered about this for a while and I am proud of myself. But this is the one hour that I will allow myself to feel super horrible about myself. LOL.

I just gotta remember what my friend Trisha said. We are single because its harder to find someone just as amazing and beautiful as we are or even close to it. That does make me feel better. I’m a prince and I need another prince to make it fate. And that’s just the way I say it cause I love the idea of being regal, but idc what status my man is. As long as he’s caring, smart, well-dressed, well-mannered and handsome then I will be happy. Lol.

Thought of the Day.

Some people don’t know how to grow up. It’s one thing to be a kid at heart, but being a child about things in life that shouldn’t be messed around with is just plain selfish. If you don’t know you’re like that, then you have a lot to learn. If you know you’re being that way, but you choose to be that way then I just feel sorry for your pitiful life.